Frozen. Not Like the Damn Elsa Song

I keep staring into space and wondering why. Why do I keep trying. Why do I even put forth the effort. These wrinkles of joy are merely a reflex; they are a lie. I am a liar. To myself. To others. To anyone that has ever mattered or will. Even when someone treats me like dirt... Continue Reading →

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Oh Christmas…

Christmas Eve. This holiday hasn't felt the same in a long time. I went on a hike with a friend yesterday and we were talking about how this holiday feels for us. The reminder that this is a time to spend with your family stings a little. It is a bit different for me because... Continue Reading →

Times have changed

I haven't written in a while. I have been busy analyzing every aspect of my life and how I could change things. One of my first postings talked about how a co-worker mentioned their viewpoint on work dynamics. More specifically, how they felt co-workers were not really friends. For some reason, this really struck with... Continue Reading →

Overloaded

Pretty recently I deleted every social media account I had. I got exhausted with people and relationships; I felt it was finally time to just move on from it. This last year has been filled with second guessing relationships and myself, social media didn't really help with that... Social media isn't reality. Social media is... Continue Reading →

Longest Week… or weeks…

Keeping a blog private can be difficult. There are more things I wish I could say, but I fear revealing too much will give me away somehow. I have been in a strange mindset this entire year. I'm not sure what sparked it, but I have been having thoughts about where my life has gone.... Continue Reading →

Full Friggin Circle

I'm sitting here watching Moana with my little dude. I never thought I would have a child, but here I am watching a kids movie with him while he picks around pancakes I made for him this morning. I laid next to him and just stared at his little cheeks as he watched the movie.... Continue Reading →

I wish I could eternal sunshine you

I remember when I first saw this wonderful movie. I remembered thinking how beautiful this concept was but how I would regret completely erasing any past boyfriends or crushes from my memory. I never really think about my first boyfriend, but I remembered picking up personality traits because he was in my life. I also... Continue Reading →

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